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Abbey blessed by profession of three new monks

by Dan Madden

It has been two decades since Conception Abbey welcomed more than two new monks into the community in a year. Abbot Gregory Polan ended that streak in a single ceremony Aug. 15, when he received the first profession of Juan Martinez, Daniel Fister and Cody McDowell.

During the Mass of the Assumption of Mary, the three men vowed
"stability, obedience and fidelity to the monastic way of life." They will live under "simple vows" for the next three years, after which they may ask the monastic community's permission to profess "solemn vows," a permanent commitment to Conception Abbey.

"(During this last year) you have experienced moments of genuine joy and trying challenge," the Abbot said. "You have come to see that monastic life is not perfect and bears its share of personal trials. And yet you have persevered, believing that God is calling you to search for his face with this community of monks."

The three newest monks are part of a recent surge in monastic vocations at Conception. Over the past two years, five men have made simple vows, and another one, Novice Andrew Broom was due to be professed Oct. 16 (after Tower Topics had gone to press). In addition, two young men were accepted to the novitiate Aug. 14. There are currently 10 men in monastic formation, eight of whom are in their 20s.

To mark a novice's conversion to a "new life in Christ," during the Rite of Profession he trades in the short scapular (a garment worn over the tunic) for the longer version worn by professed monks, and in a traditional moment of suspense, the Abbot gives him a new name.


Brothers Ansgar (left to right), Alban and Macario lower their hoods after receiving new scapulars.

Noting Novice Juan's longing for the "lofty virtue of purity of heart," a common theme of the early monks of the Egyptian desert, the Abbot placed him under the patronage of St. Macarius of the Desert, who wrote, "Purity of heart consists in seeing those who are sinful and weak, and in seeing them, showing them compassion and mercy." With a nod to his new confrere's Hispanic roots, Abbot Gregory named him Brother Macario.

Novice Daniel, a former seminarian who brought a timely sense of humor to his novitiate formation, found inspiration in the Benedictine monks of the English Congregation who faced persecution, exile and martyrdom during the Reformation. Abbot Gregory placed Novice Daniel under the patronage of St. Alban Roe, "the joyful martyr," who history records as a missionary even in his prison cell. "When the time of his martyrdom approached, he faced it with courage, reducing his fellow prisoners to laughter and his executioners to rage with his humor," the Abbot said. "From his prison cell he preached that the only two forces more powerful than anger and jealousy are love and joy in Christ."

Perseverance marked the novitiate of Novice Cody, who is of Norwegian descent. Thus Abbot Gregory placed him under the patronage of a 9th century Benedictine saint who demonstrated heroic perseverance in his efforts to spread Christianity to Scandinavia. Named Bishop of Hamburg, St. Ansgar led failed missions to Sweden and Denmark and eventually returned to Hamburg. When Hamburg was destroyed by a pagan people, he set out again for Scandinavia. A masterful preacher and a miracle worker, Ansgar has been named patron saint of the North.

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Following their son's profession, tears flowed freely for the family of Brother Macario. Finally, he says, they understood.

Brother Macario admits he'd never heard of Benedictine monks before enrolling in Conception Seminary College's pre-theology program.

"I started investigating the Rule of St. Benedict and I went to daily Office," he recalls. "It was a very centering experience." But he remained cautious. "I didn't want to jump into anything. I thought this might be something I'm feeling right now, something I was romanticizing." By the start of his last semester in the seminary, he decided to enter the Abbey's postulancy, news which was received coolly at home.

"It was very tough for my parents," Macario says. "They couldn't understand what I was doing. They thought this life was weird."
Brother Macario's prayers for a change of heart were answered through tears moments after his profession.

"I think they needed to see that to understand how serious I was," he said. "After the Mass they knew this was something I wanted to do. As tough as it was for them, they knew they could not interfere with a vocation like this."

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Brother Alban's parents were also on hand for his profession, as was his best friend from high school. "It was exciting to see their reaction to the liturgy, to see it though their eyes. It was a beautiful day," he said.

Although his family had met many of the monks on visits to Conception when Alban was a seminarian, this time was special.

"This time, more than ever, they got to know how at home I feel here," he said, "and they were able to experience the other monks as my brothers."

If one had told Daniel Fister, freshman seminarian, that he would someday utter the above words, he would have scoffed.

Frankly, he thought the Benedictine life was preposterous. The young man who had traveled to the streets of Los Angeles to work among the poor, had volunteered in AIDS hospices, and had worked in soup kitchens asked his friends, "What sort of person would want to lock himself away in a monastery for 50 years?"

"I guess now I'm a living punch line," he jokes.

What drew Brother Alban to monastic life was silence.

"The days of recollection became an important part of my life," he says. "I was drawn to the more contemplative aspects of seminary life."


John Schinstock, left, and Tracy Wilding, right, pictured here with Abbot Gregory Polan and their novice master Brother Bernard Montgomery, entered the novitiate Aug. 17.

By the beginning of his junior year, he was openly considering religious life. He looked at several communities and nearly joined the Norbertines but chose Conception because of its contemplative spirit.

And as for his dreams of being a missionary, they are being fulfilled each day.

"I've come to see the poor in my brothers," he explains. "Every day I see a face that needs a joke or a person who needs a hug. As Christ said, we are to minister constantly. The corporal works of mercy can be found in the cloister."

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Although he'd never heard of the Liturgy of the Hours or the Rule of St. Benedict, Brother Ansgar says he was always drawn to the idea of religious life. That idea was tossed aside when his diocesan vocation director invited him to study for the priesthood. But Abbot Marcel Rooney's class on the Liturgy of the Hours, and early morning prayer with the monks brought it all back.

"I fell in love with it," he recalls.

Even so, he still wasn't considering himself monk material. But his
classmates were.

"Other students started saying I was going to be a monk," he remembers. With that childhood notion rekindled, he approached his vocation director, Father Carl Gallinger, a Conception Seminary College alumnus, at the end of his freshman year to discuss entering the monastery.

"He warned me about romanticizing monastic life," Brother Ansgar recalls. "He told me to talk to the monks and to priests from his diocese."

Surprisingly, the man responsible for recruiting new monks, Father Albert Bruecken, said no to his request, and urged him to continue in the seminary. Six months later, at Christmas, Father Albert and Father Gallinger were satisfied that he was ready to "make the jump."
Upon finally reaching his profession, he described a feeling of "strong joy."

"One thing that has struck me about this community," he says, "is that with all the different personalities it doesn't seem like this group should be together. But we are and it works because we are after the same thing."

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